Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Summer Goals

1. Gumawa ng film
2. Mag-aral mag-gitara (ulit)
3. Magsulat ulit.
4. Mag-overnight sa computer shop (experience)
5. Mag-edit.
6. Maglaro ulit sa Mcdo katips ng MacCube via wireless network. :D
7. Makapaginstall ng Windows XP kay Lucy.
8. Maglaro ng PSX kay Lucy gamit ang Windows XP via boot camp.
9. Mag-gym ulit.
10. Mag-effort sa subject for once.
11. Mag-ipon.
12. Gawing organized si Lucy.

at higit sa lahat...

13. Maging masaya (char)

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:D

Wala lang.:)

Monday, March 30, 2009

Blame the time.

Thoughts
***********

I often wonder/wander
about/ along this moonlit/moonlight dream/shadow
Thinking of (the) existence/ontology
Of three (3) am thoughts.

Ideas that flutter/fly
Mocking/Teasing the fine threads of coherence.
Like a butterfly
That I just cannot chase/catch.
My garden/grove of thoughts/ideas silently
being devoured.
Pollinated.

Until, finally, it is no longer my own. 
Stray thorns/flowers slowly
Entangling the patch. 

Until nothing makes sense anymore.

Simply because of the desire to
wake up/ stay awake.

*********

Emo Rulezzz Hihihi

Puyat (3:30 am) + Photobooth = EMO RULEZZZ 

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Alam mo yun?

Alam mo yun? Alam mo yung di talaga gumagana utak mo?

Yung tipong nacoconfuse ka kung tama nga ba na double "L" ang Philippines?

Yung tipong napapaisip ka kung nakaligo ka na ba sa araw na yun?

Alam mo yun?

Yung sabog, yung wala sa ayos.

Yung, lutang.

Hindi dahil sa pagod. Hindi. Matagal ka naman nakapagpahinga. Mabigat lang talaga mata mo.
O baka, tinatamad ka lang. Pero, alam mo yun. Yung ganun.

Nalilito ka bakit may hawak kang bolpen eh nasa banyo ka.

Kakasend mo lang ng message sa taong mahal mo, saulo mo pa ang message. Saulo mo kung ilang ".." ang nilagay mo, Kung saan mo nilagay yung smiley para saktong ma-reflect ang nararamdaman mo. Tama lang ang bilang ng "Hmm.." na nalagay mo. Alam mo yun, saulo mo, Pero di mo maalala saan mo nalapag pagkatapos mo isend.

Yung nagpopost ka ng blog para ganahan ka na magtype ng papel.

Yung, alam mo yun? Ang mga iba mong kakilala wala nang ginagawa, naglalaro nalang. Tapos ikaw. Alam mo yun?

Yung, walang gana.

Premature sembreak-itis kumbaga.

Alam mo yun?

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Sabaw

Me: (sa tapat ng laptop) E. Coli is the most genetically engineered microorganism. It is used as an indicator of water safety. Only one strain is pathogenic, E Coli 0157:H7

Ryan (roommate): Did you know? E. Coli is the first organism to exist after the big bang.

Me: Ah talaga? Asteeeeeeg! Ang cool talaga ni E. Coli. Ang cute-cute pa.

Ryan: HA? At paano naging cute ang bacteria?

Me: Umm...Ewan. Basta cute siya. Kapag iniimagine ko, para siyang worm na malaki ulo at anlaki-laki ng mata! *with matching hand action* at nagwiwiggle! :)

Ryan: Whateveeeer.

Me: Tara pustahan tayo. Isearch ko sa google. May lalabas na cute na E.Coli! Sige nga.

Ryan: Ok game!

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at eto ang resulta!


eeeeek ang cuuuuuuute. :}

Monday, March 9, 2009

"This is a cute post so read it" or "..."

He was looking at her, all funny in the eye.

She said, "Come on. Tell me what you're thinking now.
Don't be shy."

He said, "Alright, I'll try."

"Well, the stars up in the sky and the leaves in the trees.
All the broken bits that make you trip up and the grassy bits in between.
All the matter in the world.

That is how much i like you."

She said, "What?"

He said, "You."

She said, "What are you talking about?"

He said, "Let me try and explain again."

"You know how birds can fly so high and they can shit on your head.
They can almost fly into your eye and make you feel so scared.

But when you look at them and you see that they are beautiful...

That is how I feel about you."

She said, "Thanks. I like you too."

He smiled, and said, "Cool."

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Shout out to all Current, Former, and Pending UP Dormers

Are you a current, pending or ex-UP DORMER?

Experienced the long lines just to pass dorm applications?

Have you ever experienced the agonizing waits just to see the Dormitory results?


Have you ever seen the result posters without your name?

...and then get accepted (or NOT!) three months after?

Do you want to show the world how much you love the OSH?:)

I am currently looking for videos and pictures of the NEW and *IMPROVED* Dormitory application process. If you have any, post the links here or contact me. Thanks! :D

Shout out to all Current, Former, and Pending UP Dormers

Are you a current, pending or ex-UP DORMER?

Experienced the long lines just to pass dorm applications?

Have you ever experienced the agonizing waits just to see the Dormitory results?


Have you ever seen the result posters without your name?

...and then get accepted (or NOT!) three months after?

Do you want to show the world how much you love the OSH?:)

I am currently looking for videos and pictures of the NEW and *IMPROVED* Dormitory application process. If you have any, post the links here or contact me. Thanks! :D

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

sigh.

maglaro nalang tayo ng wowowee.


naiinggit ako sa mga materyal na bagay.


sana umulan ng laptop.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Love letter

Bonus part, FS 106 Lab Exam

*************

"Love from Counter # 2"


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My Dear Enteric Enzymatic Love,

Thy love is a microorganism
bathed but yet in secret invisibility
revealed not by the dim light of flames
awaiting nothing but the bright colors of your love.

Dear,
May thou stain my constitution that I may reveal
my positivity to your love
even though I am still...

...encapsulated by this dream.

Let us dip ourselves in our own bacterial world;
Let our bodies commence amid the psychedelic colors of the broths.
Let our inoculum be possessed between this loop of metal love.

And nay shall we be torn apart
your enzymatic pleasure shall test the limits of my
microbial faith.
And so I shall prove myself indeed worthy
that I indeed have the ability to ferment
that it is indeed possible that we will someday be together.

But that,
will still be 'then', dear. For now I am not yet ready.

It pains me, but I dwell but still the phase of lag, dreaming that
someday our test tube destinies shall be intertwined,
my wholeness inoculated into yours.

May the bunsen burner flames of aseptic not harm us, so that our
someday shall be lived and our forever bounded solely by this test tube,
contained still in
35-37 incubation.

Only I shall prove positive to your love.

Till our destinies convulge,

Unknown # 6

Friday, February 6, 2009

i want a mac

i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac minsan lang ako magbirthday (three months nang nakalipas!) i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac gusto ko ng laptop na tatagal i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac mahirap maging dependent sa gamit ng ibang tao pag gumagawa ng report i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac SERIOUSLY i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac sigh i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac i want a mac sigh sigh sigh sighi want a mac

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Gary Granada vs GMA Kapuso

http://soundcloud.com/dosomethingworthwhile/gary-granada-vs-gma-kapuso

"...this country is going to the dogs anyway."

This is a link to a recording of Gary Granada, a FIlipino singer-songwriter. He claims he has been cheated by GMA Kapuso, and he gives a solid argument to prove it. His composition has allegedly been taken advantage of, giving him not the due credit he deserves.

He has been in the industry for thirty years, and to abuse him so is to blatantly disregard the credibility of the industry.

I've always been positive about our country, that maybe someday we'll wake up and say, "Yeah, life is good. Maunlad na tayo." Right now, I don't really know what must be changed. The government. The policies. The people. Whatever. The whole system for all it's worth.

It is ironic that the jingle is about hope (however riddled with advertising its entirety may be), whilst the blood, sweat and experience of a hard-working Filipino is undermined.

Maybe the question should be, what kind of dog?
Seriously.

********
i'm pissed.




Saturday, January 31, 2009

death of the author

marami akong gustong i-blog. mga personal na sikretong nais kong ibahagi sa buong blog universe, mga bagay na hinding hindi ko sasabihin kaninuman.

marami nga namang solusyon dito.
maaaring palitan ang mga pangalan ng mga katauhan sa kwento, pwedeng ibahin ang ilang mga detalye upang di masyadong halata.

at ikabit ang tatak na "non-fiction".

tulad ng marami (o baka ako lang), gusto ko ng confirmation na Oo, magaling nga ako magsulat, na may kakayahan din akong maging manunulat. pero ewan, ewan ko ba.

(pakiramdam ko naging meme na ang "pero ewan, ewan ko ba".)

gusto ko makapagsulat ng malaya, para hindi nakakabit sa katauhan ko ang aking mga pinagsusulat.

may kilala na akong gumawa/gumagawa ng blog na para sa ganun.

at baka sumunod na ako.

pero ewan, ewan ko ba.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Hearts are easy to draw, seriously.

It is four in the morning (and I'm walking along) and I have yet to finish (read: finish not start) the genogram which is due technically tomorrow but logically today. A genogram is a sort-of genealogy, a family tree but more complex in the sense that location, occupation, diseases and much more need to be included.

I associate crayons with white. With huggable fluffiness.

And, yeah. As dictated by my oh-so-creative juices, I am using crayons to decorate the otherwise bland square meter of paper I wrote it on.

I bought these crayons just after the semestral break.
Drawing cards/ letters could be fun, sometimes.


My initial thought was to color the squares (males) blue and the circles (females) red. So that it would be easier to comprehend, since the professor would have to read/scan/look at say, 30 genograms?

That was one of the most difficult cards to write.
Seriously.

And then I noticed the red pen was missing. I am sure it is either no longer here or too blunt or short to use properly. Is pink a better choice?

I can't draw teddy bears, by the way.

****
wink wink

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Smiley Faces

If you could live forever, why the hell would you?

(cue: EDGAR CALEN PAREEEE!)


"You are so cool,
You look so good in this shirt."
-F













"...for the only one i know who could pull it off. haha. Love you, Carl!
-Louj



I rarely receive gifts from people I care about. Before I opened the box, I promised, with my right hand raised, that yes, of course, I promise to wear it (I even said I'll wear it the day after).

And yeah, few gifts make you say
"HOLY CRAP!" ten times in a row, followed by massive panic.

Fun.:) Thanks guys.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Question:




What will be your reaction when you see a guy wearing a shirt saying:
"I GOT BITTEN BY EDWARD CULLEN"?




-hahaha. :D

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Blame the time.

Thoughts
***********

I often wonder/wander
about/ along this moonlit/moonlight dream/shadow
Thinking of (the) existence/ontology
Of three (3) am thoughts.

Ideas that flutter/fly
Mocking/Teasing the fine threads of coherence.
Like a butterfly
That I just cannot chase/catch.
My garden/grove of thoughts/ideas silently
being devoured.
Pollinated.

Until, finally, it is no longer my own. 
Stray thorns/flowers slowly
Entangling the patch. 

Until nothing makes sense anymore.

Simply because of the desire to
wake up/ stay awake.

*********




Friday, January 2, 2009

LCD Soundsystem - All My Friends

I don't usually post lyrics of songs. But then again I don't usually post.
This was deemed one of the best records of 2007 (indie bloggers mostly). More than a year has passed, but I'm still hooked.
Linky linky

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That's how it starts
We go back to your house
We check the charts
And start to figure it out

And if it's crowded, all the better
Because we know we're gonna be up late
But if you're worried about the weather
Then you picked the wrong place to stay
That's how it starts

And so it starts
You switch the engine on
We set controls for the heart of the sun
one of the ways we show our age

And if the sun comes up, if the sun comes up, if the sun comes up
And I still don't wanna stagger home
Then it's the memory of our betters
That are keeping us on our feet

You spent the first five years trying to get with the plan
And the next five years trying to be with your friends again

You're talking 45 turns just as fast as you can
Yeah, I know it gets tired, but it's better when we pretend

It comes apart
The way it does in bad films
Except in parts
When the moral kicks in

Though when we're running out of the drugs
And the conversation's winding away
I wouldn't trade one stupid decision
For another five years of lies

You drop the first ten years just as fast as you can
And the next ten people who are trying to be polite
When you're blowing eighty-five days in the middle of France
Yeah, I know it gets tired only where are your friends tonight?

And to tell the truth
Oh, this could be the last time
So here we go
Like a sales force into the night

And if I made a fool, if I made a fool, if I made a fool
on the road, there's always this
And if I'm sewn into submission
I can still come home to this

And with a face like a dad and a laughable stand
You can sleep on the plane or review what you said
When you're drunk and the kids leave impossible tasks
You think over and over, "hey, I'm finally dead."

Oh, if the trip and the plan come apart in your hand
You look contorted on yourself your ridiculous prop
You forgot what you meant when you read what you said
And you always knew you were tired, but then
Where are your friends tonight?

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Introduction

Not just once have I wished to delete this blog, to erase the vestiges of defeat and sadness that lace this portion of the blogosphere.

(My opening statement is soooo kewl)

I can't remember when I started this blog -- an empty mess for quite some time until I inherited the desire for comments and appreciation and shizz (typical to the internet) -- only when I cross-blogged this with my blogger did this page actually have any content. I have an inherent desire to not post any typical blogpost, which I tend to define by the following template.

"Vague yet catchy title"

"What happened today, I am sad, I am happy, etc etc"
"Rant rant rant rant rant"
"Gush gush gush gush gush"

Tags: HAPPY!, smile, etc etc etc

Well, something like that.
Probably.

I am an extremely prejudiced person, when I come to think about it. I am inflicted, I believe, with sporadic bursts of superiority complex. Perhaps spending three years in the University has much to do about it; it isn't difficult to believe, I'm afraid. Somewhere deep in the mazes of my brain's abyss lies the knowledge that I am indeed more intelligent than most. That I am cunning. That my laziness is key to my soul's equilibrium.

Well, something like that.
Probably.

So I turned all postmodern with my shizz and shazz. Of course, I admit it is indeed extremely difficult to understand my posts, most of them aimed to a target audience, target person, specific per post.
And then there were wastebasket posts, bangag thoughts, litters of ideas, scattered (in)coherences, 3am brainwaves, whatnots. Those, on the other hand, were for my enjoyment alone, an online trashcan for ideas that just deja vu into my morning walk to class or nightly trip to the shower.

Anyway, anyway.
Just saying.
And happy new year.