manhid ka ba talaga o sadyang may pagkatanga lang?
calling yourself smart just because you're from UP is a signal of insecurity. it breeds arrogance, and fosters contempt.
villains are the megaphones of the people who are sick and tired of life's unfairness. heroes are the off switches.
i realized. i am used to people turning their backs at me. i am used to not saying what i feel. i am used to emotional masochism. i am used to all the attention i do not have. i am used to being ugly. i am used to being weird. i am used to this society that has created me, molded me into what i am. i am used to being talked about behind my back. i am used to mutterings. i am used to not being noticed. i am used to not being the 'best' friend. i am used to fear. i am used to the stereotypes and standards that have been thrust upon me.
but what i am not used to is failing. and failing hard.
"force yourself to believe [insert belief here]. and force yourself hard. real hard."
i am not by any means 'emo.' if by some chance i am 'emo,' then i was 'emo' even before 'emo' existed.
oo nga naman. how can you miss someone you don't really see often?
After one year in college, or rather, sixteen years in life, I didn't really learn anything.
I just got tired.
i'm an addict for dramatics.
i confuse the two for love.
Age isn't the best measure of maturity. It's the easiest. The same goes for grades, for intelligence.
i should be happy for you, then.
Monday, May 7, 2007
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